Hurt

 It seems as though 

I can't believe  the truth

it as though I am living in 

a 

DREAM

yet the darkness over powers mee. 

And it seemingly surrounds me, If only

if only I could

wake up....

OH the hurt of losing something that matters

 so much to you.

its as though suddenly part of your heart stops beating, it seems as though its time for reatreeting 

its as if there is a hole in your heart where the was 

not before....

The PAIN and the hurt

the wishes for it all to be untrue. 

Once YOU where there to hug 

now your gone like the wind. 

Your where eyes so soft and big it was as if

looking into another lovely world. but now 

oh but now your eyes are closed. they are closed. 

Once You  where by my side no I walk alone today.

How I long to walk into your stall and see you there a bleat of greeting you'd give to me. 

But when I walk into your stall I see your suffering children tears of saddens over power them now that your gone. 

Now that your gone.

Yet when all I want to do is currl up into a ball and cry out ado, I hear a tiny voice inside its not just my lonely pride no it is a voice inside.

It says to me and I dare not disagree " Have peace for I will always be with thee"

Oh what peace you give me.